Oh this thing again. I hate the fact I always get nudged but I'm the biggest procrastinator in the history of the universe. It's bad that I'd rather watch movies, and end up staying up all night to write a paper. Thank god for coffee. I found this coffee shop near the university that has blackberry white mochas. I can't even begin to describe how delicious they are. Or how fast they became my new addiction. I've spent a lot of time alone these past few weeks. I feel like I should of become more time efficient, but instead it seems like it takes forever to get to the next day.
I've become more at peace with myself. I feel like I've jumped from one serious relationship to the next without ever having me time. I wish more then anything my boy wasn't busy, but it's the way life goes. Part of me feels like I should take advantage of this. Next year when we're living together I won't be able to get away from his stinky ass. Chris's birthday is on Friday though. I'm excited, I have a date planned, so we'll see if we actually can go out then. I'm failing at his birthday present.
It'll all work out though. It's hard to believe this is seven months going. I've made some wonderful friends this year, and before I leave this god forsaken town I hope to let you all know just how much you mean to me. I wish I knew what my future has to hold. But I feel positive as to where it's heading. Stop to appreciate what you have and those you love, and let go of any doubts or feelings of what you wish you had. It's the only way of feeling true happiness.
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